My current obstacle this term revolves around the feeling of not being proficient enough in my chosen major. Engineering is undoubtedly a challenging field, and while I strive not to solely measure my success by grades, it’s hard not to do so. After completing my first round of midterms, I found myself dissatisfied with my scores. I dedicated an entire weekend to studying, yet my performance fell short compared to the class averages. Despite seeking additional help and tutoring, I still grapple with the challenge of test-taking, a significant metric of success in nearly all engineering courses.
Beyond schoolwork, there’s the added stress of applying to co-ops. Attending numerous interviews without hearing back or receiving rejection letters has been a challenging experience. However, I recognize that this process is preparing me for the industry after university, for which I am grateful. I just need to shake off this gloomy cloud I have above my head this week.
